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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

not updating

no time to update. been busy lately. did even get a chance to use the comp at home cos the guys kept hogging it. usually playing their games. the only time i get to go online is when i got some lessons in the comp lab.
life sucks. it's only the beginning of year 2 and things seems to be getting to much for me to handle. i was having a serious mood swing yesterday. kinda like the first and only pms i ever had. haha.
i was still laughing and cheerful during the afternoon when i went to taka with ken. and when he sent me home on the cab i suddenly became angry. for no apparent reason really. then i came home and got onto my bed and started crying. came out and played table soccer with my bro. i was kinda laughing and everything. then came to dinner, and i was all quiet. after dinner tried to do some work n study for the test that i had today, but cldnt think. got all stressed up and angry. started slamming things here and there. didnt feel like doing anymore. went to my room. got back onto my bed and started crying again.
i felt like i didnt want to continue living. better off being dead. no worries.

i hate Financial accounting. the lecturer sucks. i dun catch no ball when he's teaching. and its not a good feeling.
i understand the Tax lectures but when it comes to tutorials, my mind just go blank.
the only subject that i can catch more balls then the others is Cost accounting.
BLaw lecture seems confusing, but wait till u go for the tutorials when Dennis Sim makes it more confusing then ever.
RWPS sucks. i hate presentations. but the Lecturer is nice.
Information System. too much theory pushes your brains out of your ears.
General Elective Module - Some perfume shit. boring. boring. boring. i did rather take history class. and if you know me well. you would know that i HATE history lessons.

i knew yr 2 aint going to be easy. but now that i already got myself into it, i just got to take it step by step.
if robin, yihao, zhen, etc. all got through it then i think i will be able to too.
:)
positive thinking - always helps.

spread my wings at[12:16 AM]

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

sick again

my sore throat has evolved into cough. keep coughing till my throat feels sore. dun wanna go back to the docs though. waste money.
wore my light brown contact lens today. looks cool. haahaa.
it was pouring this morning and i woke up late, kinda set my alarm at the wrong time. class starts at 10 and by right i was suppose to wake up at 830 so i can leave the house at 915, but i woke up at 9 instead. wanted to continue sleeping, but ken called me. said he was taking a cab down to sch and asked if i wanted a lift down too. of cos i would right? no one in the right mind would reject such an offer. haha.
i was kinda taking my time to dress up, finding the right clothes to wear, didnt wanna wear jeans cos it was raining and my jeans would get soaked at the bottom very easily. anyways, i was trying all the skirts i could find with matching tops when ken called and told me to go down right away cos he was reaching. i went into a panic. haha. i threw off my clothes, put on something very "normal". what i wld usually wear. asked my sis to dump my school stuff into a bag, went to the mirror to fix my hair, asked my sis to throw me any pair of earrings, grabbed my bag and handphone and ran out of the house. i forgot to take my ezlink card and forgot to spray my perfume. haha.
the scene was quite funny cos sam and i were so fantic, she even said that it was fun, rushing around like that. haha.
i guess i would need to get ready what i wanna wear the day before.
going out with ken, sam and bryan later...haha. brings back old memories.

spread my wings at[11:02 AM]

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Friday, June 10, 2005

bummberrr beeee

busy busy week. planning ken's bday party! 19 candles up! when's it going to be my turn? i needa and wanna get older. cant wait till i blow my 18 candles out and wish for me to sit behind the steering wheel with a driver licence in my pocket, of cos behind the cutest car i can ever or maybe never afford.

school's lovely, but it's getting tough. i still love accountancy though. it's going to be a challenging year and i hope, by God's grace, i'll be able to pull thru with amazing results. haha. i not going to settle for any Cs.

going for the PlanetLove thingy with Esther this sat. hmm, come to think of it, i'm going to be a very busy girl on sat...got dental in the morn, then some meeting at unc clarence's house in the afternoon and then to Raffles for PlanetLove.

it's been a while since i've met up with the girls, time to get a day where all of us will be free. if any one of you girls are reading this, gimme a call or drop me sms. i kinda miss those MG days where we all just have to look at one timetable and plan to go out, now we have to look at all different 7 timetables in order to get all of us to have a simple dinner - excluding sanne cos she all the way in auzzie.

anyways, i'm not sick anymore. although i still needa complete my course of antibiotics, i'm up and running. going for squash training later. i hope i dun get any scolding from coach or cap. cos i havent turned up for bout 2 months. haha.

spread my wings at[12:18 PM]

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

i'm so blessed

dear ken, thankew for being such a sweetie! haha.

i've been affected with some virus. had slight fever since last night and sore throat. according to the doc, it's red and swollen. i cant swollow properly now. it hurts....
i feel so blessed that i have ken to take care of me, he was on the train on his way home when i called him just now saying that i was craving for some apple juice. cos my throat felt so irritated and i needed something nice to drink. in the end he turned back and went to tiong bahru to buy the stuff that i wanted. i'm so touched.

so sorry that i cldnt eat dinner with u! i'll make it up to u soon..

spread my wings at[7:41 PM]

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

ima back

raise your hands if u missed me during the 3 weeks i was in cambodia. *see lots of hands*
I'm back from Cambodia! i really really felt like kissing the ground when i touched down last sunday. haha. miss S'pore so much. i guess the dream bout wanting to go abroad to study is slowly pushed out of my head. haha. think i almost drop a tear when i looked thru the window and saw my beloved Singapore. haha.
anyways, i guess i missed out on alot of things just being away. my frens, my bed, my aircon! here's to catch up with those peeps who have kindly dropped me a little msg on my tag board.

starting with...:

Edwyna- u keep changing ur blog url, girl. or maybe i havent updated it on my blog settings. haha. but dun worry, i'll change it sometime. hope u like the pretty little thingy that i got u from cambodia. and how did Don look in his oh-so-tiny shirt! i almost wanted to keep it for myself and hang it on the wall for cute-ness. haha. have a good holiday ya!

Jermin- i know i didnt update while i was in cambodia. if u wanna know what's going on while i was there then go to my bro's blog [Jethro] - he's linked. now that school has just began its new term, i doubt there'll be time for any more movies. but definately time for kayaking!

Ken- u missed me?

Daniel Rodgers- cool name, and thanks. although i dont know who you are. (:

Marc- what's your blog url? i wont be going online this week. remember all that cool links that you sent me while i was in cambodia cos i cldnt open it. and lets go squashing again!!! trials are next week. dun think i'll make it to the team, but i'll compete for the fun of it. haha. i'll prob lose to every girl. havent trained for what seems like eternity. i'm rusty.

Nis- it's just something small that u can always get from s'pore. but, glad u like it! haha. i must say that the "i love nis" joke was like a turn around thing. haha. the joke seemed like it was on me. anyways, i really do think u are adorable. haha. and i DONT [for goodness sakes] get turned on by your tudung. it's ken's work. haha. have a good term ya. lets get As for all our mods!

i'll just give u a brief summary of the little adventure when i was there. my bus on the way to another part of cambodia crashed and kinda skid to the side. fortunately no one was injured. haha. it was rather exciting though, but we had to wait in the hot sun for 3 hours [ where i got my first tan] till they sent the next bus to get us to where we were going. most of the pple cldnt or didnt want to wait, so they just hitched a ride off some passer-bys.
and! i was caught in a storm out at sea. haha. kinda reminded me of the Jesus story when he and his 12 disciples were in a boat and crossing to the other side of the lake and then a storm came when Jesus was sleeping and the disciples got so scared and stuff. i was praying and praying. it was kinda scary though, cos the boatman lost his way and cldnt find the island in that thick mist and the rain that came into our boat and soaked all of us didnt make anything better. of cos we got safely to the island and went for some snokelling which I DIDNT ENJOY. the corals are scary! i never want to go back out into the sea. i did rather stick to a swimming pool.

spread my wings at[12:25 PM]

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