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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

not updating

no time to update. been busy lately. did even get a chance to use the comp at home cos the guys kept hogging it. usually playing their games. the only time i get to go online is when i got some lessons in the comp lab.
life sucks. it's only the beginning of year 2 and things seems to be getting to much for me to handle. i was having a serious mood swing yesterday. kinda like the first and only pms i ever had. haha.
i was still laughing and cheerful during the afternoon when i went to taka with ken. and when he sent me home on the cab i suddenly became angry. for no apparent reason really. then i came home and got onto my bed and started crying. came out and played table soccer with my bro. i was kinda laughing and everything. then came to dinner, and i was all quiet. after dinner tried to do some work n study for the test that i had today, but cldnt think. got all stressed up and angry. started slamming things here and there. didnt feel like doing anymore. went to my room. got back onto my bed and started crying again.
i felt like i didnt want to continue living. better off being dead. no worries.

i hate Financial accounting. the lecturer sucks. i dun catch no ball when he's teaching. and its not a good feeling.
i understand the Tax lectures but when it comes to tutorials, my mind just go blank.
the only subject that i can catch more balls then the others is Cost accounting.
BLaw lecture seems confusing, but wait till u go for the tutorials when Dennis Sim makes it more confusing then ever.
RWPS sucks. i hate presentations. but the Lecturer is nice.
Information System. too much theory pushes your brains out of your ears.
General Elective Module - Some perfume shit. boring. boring. boring. i did rather take history class. and if you know me well. you would know that i HATE history lessons.

i knew yr 2 aint going to be easy. but now that i already got myself into it, i just got to take it step by step.
if robin, yihao, zhen, etc. all got through it then i think i will be able to too.
:)
positive thinking - always helps.

spread my wings at[12:16 AM]

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