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Sunday, July 03, 2005

ill

i got the virus again. i think my immune system is breaking down. this is the 2nd time i've been sick in the month of June.
had quite high fever when i woke up on friday. din go to school. and din go for squash. i hope mekko wont get angry at me and think i'm slacking or something. cos i was suppose to try complete all my trials by friday.
feel tired. dunno whether it's cos of the medicine or cos i've been sleeping too much. slept thru almost the whole day yesterday.

i've actually planned to go running in school from monday to sat to get fit again. run 2.4 for that 6 days a week. then sunday maybe go for a swim or something. but got not much motivation. ken was suppose to run with me too. but i guess cos he wasnt up for it last thursday so it kinda made me not wanna run too.
Marcus, if ken doesnt run with me u got to motivate me and push me to run k. so u got to run with me too!! then maybe get denise. then we all go gym after that. haha.

dunno why i've been feeling so down lately. i dun think it's the stress. maybe i've just got too much in my life to handle. i realised that i havent been that active in church. usually i'll be in the backup twice a week. but now they've got this system where the backup follows the worship leader, so i'm only invloved once a week. and i've not particularly that interested in teaching the kids. i've tried to tell uncle joseph many times. and i hope he finally gets the point that i wanna stop teaching the kids. i like kids and all, but i dun feel comfy teaching them stuff. guess i'm not much of a teacher.

got work to do.
toodles.

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