Friday, September 30, 2005
these pics were actually taken quite long ago. but sam just helped me uploaded it. so here they are for viewing pleasure. haha.
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ken's i-dun-wanna-smile-but-i'll-give-you-a-small-preview-smile.
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our 1yr anniversary. went to the chocolate place at Esplanade. yummy!
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one reason why ken will never be a photographer.
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hanging out at the river side.
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he's the cutest...to me. heh.
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was trying to get a background pic of the esplanade but it came out all squiggly.
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when colour pictures was invented
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my eye. and the always oily face.
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me and jet. if u dunno who jet is, he's my bro. haha. and that's his crappy face.
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half of my face. sam dearie. do we look alike?
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she scowls at my smile.
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the fellowship of the baby mahs.
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sister.brother.sister
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
3 down 1 to go! hhhaaahhaaa....but it's not a good thing though, my last paper (BLaw) is tomorrow and i havent startedcos i was busy mugging for my today's test. Met Mr Sim at foodcourt six just now and he said that the BLaw paper aint going to be easy! and he was like "good luck" in some sort of sarcastic way...but who cares bout that....the fact that matters the most is that i'm going to be dead. i wont settle for a D cos it wont get me into the uni, and prob whether i like it or not, i'll end up with at least a C. the BLaw CA2 project also kinda sucked, Mr Sim said that only our part A was done well, and the part B was like shiit, and the most marks comes from part B... what do you expect for a project rushed within 2 days...
hols coming. going to get a job. esther, i got good news, or might be bad news for you, i dunno...haha...but i'll prob be trying to get a job at Kumon, the one you're at. haha.
i think most ppl dunno yet, but the TCK home is closing. and i'll be going to live with my aunty who lives in bukit batok who lives near my flat in bukit batok who is going to take care of me and my bro all stuff in one room who would provide a TV. yupp! a TVeeee! haha.
sleeping in one room with my bro isnt really what me and him will be looking forward to, but i guess we got to make do with whatever comes. wont be going back to our own home anytime soon cos the woman has the contract for 2 years i think. prob when my bro is in the army or something then we'll be able to move back.
anyways esther....anna's going to ask if they got vacancy for me. and if they have then i'll be joing you there!!! hehe...so exciting....
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
the TAXATION paper was good! i might be able to get an A...or so i think. i'm not sure if i found it easy cos i missed out alot of things of it was really that easy. haha. guess all my hard work havent gone to waste. i kinda woke up at 3 yesterday morning and read through everything again. was so tired. so i went to bed at 8pm. haha.
it's FA and BLAW now. going to woodlands library to meet ailian and nis later to study till 9pm. 12 hours of studying would prob be enough. i actually need more time to study. the worst has been saved for the last, BLAW....better start on it too, then can go to school 2 days before and throw all my queries at Mr Sim. haha. okaes. got to go!!
toodles
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
i've never felt so motivated to study! haha. i guess it because of the stupid COSt accounting paper. it's so difficult! the questions were not even close the the kind we did in our past year papers and tutorials. or either that, the lecturers twisted the questions to make it damn confusing so we will fail the paper. i think the past year papers were much much much easier.
next paper is TAX, on friday. will be going to school from 10am to 6pm everyday to study with ailian. and maybe on sat, i'll go down to the woodlands library and study the whole day until 9pm then i'll make my way home. heh. still havent started on my FA and BLAW yet. i'm not so confident bout BLAW though. seems like there's too much to memorize.
Anyways, i think studying in school is much more condusive then studying back at home. it's prob cos i have someone to study with and ask questions if i dunno stuff. nis was suppose to come down today, but she decided to stay home and finish up the past year papers instead. Jermin thought we'll confuse him oo much and felt that staying at home studying by himself will be better. i'm sorry jermin, if we confuse u too much. sometimes i confuse myself too. haha
spent the whole day studying, but still not enough. got to finish reading all the chapters by today, at least, so i can start on my past year papers....and tutorials! and i only have one more day! i need more time!!!
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
i hate rwps. if u got the grades i got, u would hate it to. i think the lecturer is damn bias. blardy class participation so low, pesentation so low. the worst part was that i tried to ask as many blardy questions during the other groups presentation and my marks remained as low as ever. stupid lecturer!!! *curses*
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Friday, September 16, 2005
i just adopted the cutest virtual pet. haha. my hammy baby. it's so cute. i named him after Pinky from Pinky and The Brain cartoon. heh.
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went to watch Brothers Grimm with ken just now! heh. it's a pretty good show, got the different childrens tale combined in it. it's a little scary at some parts, you know how "scray" my "scary" really is, but ya, it was pretty good overall, not fantasic though. if anyone hasnt watched The Longest Yard then i suggest you watch it first.
1 yr 1 month sounds pretty weird...so it's just 13 months. the movie was also kindof a reward for studying the whole morning....with breaks in between. so it really adds up to not studying at all.
we went to great world to watch Brothers Grimm and after that we headed to EZone and played 10 bucks worth of games. i must say that the marketing tatic that Ezone uses is pretty impressive. u start with one card with all the money inside and end up with also one card, but no money inside. the token way is you start off with a hand full of coins and end up empty handed, and you wont feel so good after spending it all.
we took the drawing thingy at this scatching machine. you know the one where it's actually printed but it looked pencil drawn? yar, that one... 3 bucks. cheaper then neoprint but only one copy. and my face kinda look roundish in it. if i have the chance to scan the pic into the comp and upload it then you'll get to see it.
i'm having a outbreak of pimples on my face, think it the stress, maybe not enough water, or even maybe cos i havent had much sleep. getting these weird looking eye bags too. it makes the skin under my eye look purple. gross. but no money to go buy facial stuff to correct it. will have to live with it.
ken was telling me all the murder or death stories that he read from chain emails. pretty scary to actually see what the real world is like out there. people can just murder you when you least expect. its like you can be living you life just great and then BAM! someone stabs you from the back or robs and murder you. it is a hard debate about living your life to the fullest or the fact that you should enjoy while you can. If i know that i'll be dead within 2 or 3 years, i would prob stop schooling and go travel around the world or something. but what if happen to not die after that 2 or 3 years, and i find myself in a state where i cant get a job cos i dropped out of school and stuff like that?
maybe all these doesnt make sense....
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I'm horrified! do u know many "pinkphreak"s there are out there now? it was a year ago when i would type "pinkphreak" in any search engine and prob only find my blog link there. now! there's like millions of them now! COPYCATS!!!
I'm trying to do some COST past year papers. but i still dunno how to do so many! urgh! stressed out again. think i got to go back to school on friday or something to ask ENP for help. i still havent started my revision for the other papers yet. and i'm like going to be so busy this week. going out...yea, i know *slaps sabby* exams coming but still go out. haiz....
today is my 1 yr 1 month with ken, so i'm going out with him. tmw i'm going to meet joshua and hansel, saturday got the InSpire thingy at church and then at night would be bbq at ken's uncle's house. sunday is church and swimming in the afternoon....
i'm thinking of not going swimming on sunday then i can come home....and maybe not go on friday too....but if i dun go on friday then i wont get to see joshua and hansel for another million years!
whattodowhattodowhattodo?!?!?!?
anyways, i've been using money like water and i think my parent's cash account is depleting really fast too. feeling really guilty. better go find a part time job during the hols.
here's to jermin, lian and nis:
i know yr2 is tough and all, but i want to see yall do well for your exams, even if you do better than me. life is never easy pple, but you just got to go through whatever that comes your way now then suffer later right? i'm sure when we grow up and start to work we would start wondering why we didnt do better in our studies and we would have ended up in a better job then the shiit job we have, or maybe we should have treasured studying life more because working sucks so bad. i'm not saying that my results are damn good, i'm struggling too, but put in a little more effort and you'll see the diff, make use of the lecturers and not let them get their pay so easily.
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
okaes, seems like i'm going to be updating quite frequently now that i use the conp more often.
can someone tell me how i can get into nat's blog? unless she purposely block me?! alish gave me the password, but it cldnt get me in. did u change it nat?
anyways, just finsihed my RWPS (report writing and presentation skills) presentation. i was so nervous...thousands of butterflies in my contracted tummy. haha. i was doing the conclusion and recommendation part so i was the last to present, and before that i keep telling myself that i m going to talk to friends and family members, alli had to do was to imagine sam or ken sitting with the class listening to me speak. it wasnt all that bad after all. the teacher said she enjoyed our Q&A session the most.
at the end she gave us our class participation marks, i din get a good grade for it -66marks. it's only 10%, but 10% is alot! can cost me my A. sighs...
i managed to revise FA yesterday. felt kinda accomplish yet stupid. haha. I should be revising my COST account now, not FA.
here's my exam scheldule:
COST - 20 Sep 2005 : 2:00pm - 4:10pm
TAX - 23 Sep 2005 : 9:00am - 11:10am
FACC - 28 Sep 2005 : 9:00am - 11:10am
BLAW - 29 Sep 2005: 9:00am - 11:10am
please pray for me, that the awesome GOD, as HE already is, will gimme the wisdom to study well and effectively as well as to remember the stuff when doing my examination paper. you know how ppl get so stressed up during a paper and their minds just go blank or something? yarh, i dun wan that happening to me. :)))
thankew in advance for remembering me in your prayers!!!
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
happy birthday sanne!
i've got something for you! but the only way it can get to you is through mail or something...which do you prefer? FedEx or DHL? heh....or will normal mail do? what's your melb. addy?
its going to come in a box and the stuff would be squished into it. but no worries! all will be well. haha
sorry i din call you that night....erm....kinda forgot bout it heh....-bad sabby- anyways....here's a blogger's toast to my matured-and-able-to-drive sanne! glad you had a great birthday over there... :))))
lots and lots of love!
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S - Sabby
T - Tears
R - Rips
E - ???
S - Screams
S - Scratches
it's my study week now and i havent started my revision. got a presentation tmw and got to come back to school again. and thursday too for some lecture. all's well, except for the STRESS part. haha.
talked to joshua yesterday. he just finished his tekong training and now he's waiting to be posted to somewhere else. kept complaining bout how tough army was. the scariest part of his story was the life shoting part, where the army men have to crawl on the mud and there would be real bullets shot above them, so it's like if they stand up or something, they'll get hit. so dangerous! cant they use other safer methods?
joshua's coming to school tmw to have lunch. it's just a maybe though. havent seen him for bout half a year or so. hope he'll bring hanzel, havent seen that dude for so long too.
ken came to school to do some project thingy and i came to finish up my presentaion, and we went to tiong bahru after that to have dinner. it was kinda raining really heavily and i cldnt go home, so we went to the arcade to play some shooting game instead! haha. i love time crisis 2, but the prob is that there is no unlimited life and i keep dying. and it's not fun dying ya.
ken was like watching this girl try to catch the toy out of the machine. i thought it was impossible cos the catching thingy was so flimsy (did i spell it right). but she did anyways, and she was so happy. she looked kinda old, but acted like some small kid. haha. quite cute la.
i bought new shoes! i was like thinking for so long whether i should get it. i have a few bad experience with foot wear. i had 3 pairs of slippers that died on me within weeks or months... think i wasted alot of money. the only long lasting on was a white slippers that i got from charles and keith, but it died on me :( . so i'm only surviving on the lastest pair that i bought, but it seems to be falling apart too. does my feet have some sort of curse of something??
anyways, this new pair of shoes that i got is a good buy. been wanting to get a pair of really cute covered shoes and i finally found the one that was destined to be mine. haha. hope it'll last longer then expected. cost me $19.90 and i only have 30 bucks left in my bank account for the rest of the month. sighs....i should learn how to save....
it works out pretty well though. i spend money on nice clothes and wont have enough money for food, so i get to slim down and loose some weight and at the same time have new pretty clothes! heh. the only prob is that i get bored of my clothes really fast and i go back to the normal giodarno V-necks that i've been surviving on all these while. haha. I still got a white one, dirty green one, black one, and a blue one...my pink one kinda got stained by bleach and i cant wear it now. it was my fave top, but i guess it was meant to be....
got to start revising my FA now. sam came to school to meet bryan. they are going swimming tmw. i wanna go swimming too!!! hmm....maybe i'll go this sunday at bryan's club with sam, ken and bryan. haha.
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Friday, September 09, 2005
yay! got my blog template changed. Alished helped me design it. pretty? so pink and nice right? heh. at alish's house now! it's a farewell party i guess, only chris and i are here now. esther's on her way, nat's in china - (-.-") - and sarah's not coming.
anyways, so proud of my and my BLaw group. we managed to finish the project!! finally...BLaw sucks. so much things to memorize. but i'm still aiming for a B though...memorize everything and get over with it. haha. then no more BLaw after the mid semester exams.
lol....i just eavesdropped at chris' conversation...sam can sing the the whole power puff girls song...haha....
DINNER'S HERE! can hear champ barking all the way up in her room... we oredred Macs to her house...yummy! the only meal i had today was at 130....starving.
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sabby
12nov1987
future accountant
Loves:
(1)JESUS
(2)hanging out with me ladies!
(3)squashing
(4)rollerblading
(5)shopping
(6)going on holidays
Music playing
Gravity *by John Mayer
Wishlist
*get a driving license
*save enough money for my holiday to melby next june
*get a good digi-cam
*a small but big enough pretty handbag
*stay 19 forever
Memories
*March 2005
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*June 2005
*July 2005
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*September 2005
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*November 2005
*December 2005
*August 2006
*September 2006
*November 2006
*March 2007
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*July 2007
*August 2007
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*November 2007
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*October 2008
*March 2009
sabby's handsomes & pretties!
alicia
brenda
christine
danVin
edwyna
huiwen
jacq-ct
jermin
jethro
joshua
kenneth
nadiah
nic
nisa
matthew
marcus
meiling
saadiah
samantha
sarah-anne
sarah
shaomin
sharon
weixian
a pRinCesS's sToRy
Those who wait upon the Lord
shall renew their strength.
As you travel life's weary road,
let JESUS lift your heavy load.