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Thursday, October 27, 2005

romance

every woman needs her fair share of romance in every stage of her life from her husband and even more expected out of her boyfriend. i'm not saying that ken is not romantic enough, but there's still space for improvment. haha. and i totally agree with esther that european guys are probably more romantic than asian guys.
i know i'm being a bit bias and u did say that since i had never been to any part of europe and have not socialized with any men over there before i shouldnt be too judgemental from just watching european movies.
i would wish for little surprises like a stalk of flower once in a while or an unexpected gift that not necessarily have to be given when only there's an occasion. a scary scene came to my mind when i was thinking bout all this:
a husband would this bloopp of fat sitting on the sofa lazily eating a tub of icecream or popcorn and watching a soccer game on tv, while the wife, in a stained apron, cleaning up in the kitchen which is messily cluttered by unwashed dishes and dirty laundry dumped at a corner, screaming at her children to sit still at the dinner table and finish up their vegetables.
this woman would need all the romance she can get out of that man who once swore that he love her so much that he cant bear to loose her....

it's so saddening to think that a woman's life might become like this one day. i need to sleep....

a woman in that state would seriously need some romance

spread my wings at[11:51 AM]

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Friday, October 21, 2005

GOAL!

yup, it did rain on us yesterday afterall. wanted to get into the pool a few times but then the clouds kept blowing over.
wanted to go swimming with ken today and we planned to go really early in the morning cos we reckoned that no one would be at the pool at 8am. it was nice and sunny, but i couldnt wake up in time. and ken kinda watched soccer the night before and slept at 5am. which made me a bit pissed off cos he sent me an sms at 715am telling me to call him when i'm up, so i kept calling till 10 am but he didnt pick up, so i decided that i should just go over to tampines. then he finally called me when i was under his block which was like 11am. and then it started to rain.
we were suppose to rollerblade to the swimming pool and get a dip, but since it started raining we thought we did just go down under the blocks to blade. it's prob been eons since we both used our blades, and the wheels died on us. haha. ken's 8 wheels cracked and the outer layer fell off with every move he made, and mine was just 2 wheels that peeled off. so we couldnt blade in the end. haha.

i need new blades! in fact, i want new blades. those that has rubber wheels and are used for stunts and stuff. think i'll go ask my dad if i can get a new pair. heh.

went to watch GOAL! with ken, bryan and robin at cine. it's a good show! really good show. these boys are slowly pulling me into loving soccer. haha. i'll go crazy during the World Cup. hope it's not during any major exams.
actually i felt a bit bad for tagging along. it was the boys outing and cos i had nothing to do and didnt want to go home to rot, i thought i would go watch it with them. hope they didnt mind much. robin was a bit shock to see me there. haha.

birthday's in a month's time. and Bryan's and jeremy's birthday near mine too. so we celebrating all together. going to spent lots to get these boys presents. going to go broke again next month. i'm broke almost every month. haha. i seriously need to get a job. really feel bad asking my parents for money.

my new resolution: go running at least 3 rounds around the track from monday to friday and get better at squash. also partly cos i wanna lose some excess fats. heh.

spread my wings at[1:43 PM]

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

praise the LORD

PraiseTheLord! you know how i rattled on bout definately getting C and below for my BLAW?? well, just got my results today and i got a B! in fact, every module i got a B. except for the Elective, which is a C+. and i think everyone got a C. sucks!
i would really have wanted an A, but i'm just glad i dun have to retake any modules. haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER! i just got the most wonderful gift on your birthday. although it's not my birthday. haha.

going swimming with esther nd christine now, hope it doesnt rain on us.

toddles!

spread my wings at[1:54 AM]

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Monday, October 17, 2005

hols are almost over, and i'm kinda glad that it is. having so little money just make holidays sad. cant go out so often now cos my allowance for the month kinda got drained out within the first 2 weeks. sighs. but there's still so many things i wanna get and save up for.
praying really hard for a job a kumon when i shift back to bukit batok. i'll prob give me some savings and more pocket money to buy stuff to pamper myself. heh.
into these jap drama now. ken intorduced it to me. this show called Pride. really nice. i dun usually watch jap drama. now i'm so movtivated to learn jap. it's pretty cool, but heard it's really difficult to learn. think it's one of the toughest language there is.
trying to make it down for every squash training next week. wanna get worked up and get in shape. slacking at home isnt one of the things i need right now. there's nothing to do at home anyways. all the kids got exams and got so many restrictions as to what can be done. like no watching of shows and playing of games unless it's a friday or sat. and i'm usually out on these 2 days.
trying to convince my dad to pay for my driving lessons. if he got the money, which i doubt. haha. it'll make a good birthday present though, something that i can make use of and would last me a life time.
esther's birthday is coming up. next week. wonder what she's planning......

spread my wings at[1:49 PM]

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

hols

i'm getting a cold. my nose feels like a leaking tap. i think my immune system is failing me, been to the docs a few times already this year. i think more then 5 times. and got all the funny thingys like weird rose-like rash.

anyways, i read 2 books for the first one week of the hols. i'm into those love, war, during the king and queen period. The 2 books were "Camalot's Shadow" and "A Virgin Lover". the author of "A Virgin Lover" wrote 2 other books, "The Other Bolyn Girl" and "A Queen's Fool". i found "The Other Bolyn Girl" at the library the other time and it was really very interesting, and we bought "A Virgin Lover" and "a Queen's Fool" at a Popular sale at expo. I've yet to read "A Queen's Fool" cos sam is still reading it. i'll tell u bout the story, but it'll prob bore you. so u got to go get the book to read it. i got so excited the other time and i started telling the story to ken, and i think his brain kinda shut down half way though my story or was prob looking around for other entertainment. haha.

have a chalet tmw, bbq then stay over one night. ken's there now and they're going night cycling. it scary to go night cycling, i wouldnt dare.
i'm gonna watch Bleach now. missed the past few episodes...havent watched since the exams cos had to study.

toodles.

spread my wings at[11:02 AM]

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

okay, my entry just now was a bit short.
i got these really nasty red spots that i assume are rashes. i dunno how i got them, but they didnt appear on my legs and arms. just from my neck to my waist. pretty irritating. one night i just kept scratching and when i took a bath the next morning, my skin was like burning when the water touched...yaouch!
also during the BLaw paper, i think i was a bit stressed out, and i kept scratching my back and it beld. saw blood in my nails. yuck.
going to see the doctor tmw. i dun think it's anything to do with my bed cos if it did then the rashes prob wld have appeared more on my legs or arms cos my body is supposedly covered by my shirt. there's pple going down somewhere to play squash tmw and i wont be able to go cos i got to go get these irritating red spots checked. humph.
and i might not be able to go to the squash chalet, incase it irritates the spots and makes it worse.
there's going to be a talentime meeting this coming monday too. had to sms 25 pple. wanted to use the Starhub thingy to send free sms online, but i didnt think that everyone were hubbers.

it's funny how conversations end up somewhere far away from the topic you first started on. for some reason the other day on the train with ken, we started talking bout something and ended with children's names. haha. and i actually said that i wanted my kids to have two names and the ones we settled on for sons and daughters were...

Aaron Christopher
Ryan Andrew
Rachel Chelsea
Elizabeth.

couldnt think of something that would match elizabeth, but i just like the name. ken thought of Ellie, but the kid would get bullied in school with everyone calling her Elephant or something. and i love the name Aaron and Ryan. and Andrew always comes with Aaron cos i know this pair of twins who are named Aaron and Andrew. haha. the Chelsea thingy is cos ken supports the soccer team called Chelsea, and i thought it'll be pretty cool. but then again. this 2 names thingy seems a bit too over "angmorish" (no offense to any white skin people). haha. if i get an american husband and have kids then it'll be a whole different story and my kids can get a middle name, but if i get a singaporean one then we got to act more like singaporeans and give our kids proper one name. haha, so i'll spilt all that names up....and i dun really like the name Christopher by itself cos it reminds me of an Uncle that i know of. so it sounds a bit ackward if i call my kid that. haha.

spread my wings at[1:25 PM]

over

yay! the exams are over. but the BLaw paper didnt go too well. i'm praying really hard that i wont get a D.
anyways, went for dinner with ken's family yesterday. it was ken's sister's birthday, and we went to the No Signboard Seafood restaurant to eat. we spent quite alot!
anyways, the hols are here, hope i can go get the job at kumon if not i dunno what other job i would want to get.
at sma's hostel now. just finished watching cinderella. so touching and happy story. now i'm at Beauty and the beast. the songs are much nicer. haha.
got to go. ken's last paper is today and got to go back to school to meet him and celebrate!

spread my wings at[1:20 AM]

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