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Monday, November 20, 2006

my poor baby.

accompanied ken for his medical check up this morning. his mom, sister and brothers were there too. it was suppose to be at 10am, but they told us that his turn would be prob in another hour, so we went for breakfast/lunch at the canteen. we kinda went back to the clinic at 11 and he missed his turn...so we had to wait for another 15 mins before they called him in again. was suppose to go for my tutorial, but by the time the appintment ended it was already 1 plus. so i had to skip it.

anyways, the doctor had really bad news. everyone thought that after the operation, his knee will go back to normal and he can start doing all kinds of sports. but apparently that's not what the doctor said. Kinda depressing, but the operation will only help make the knee stronger. something like because all the muscles or tissues have be torn, his bones have developed some ulcer and some horn-shaped thingy that cannot be cured. and he'll have artritis (or however you spell it). so when it gets cold or going to rain, his knee will start to ache. and when he play sports, he'll still feel pain and soreness in his knee. to sum it all up, he's in very bad condition.

the doctor actually gave him 2 choices for the operation. it is either they take the tendon from the left knee to put it into the right knee or they'll use a dead's person's tendon imported from the states to put it into the right knee. the second choice is the less painful choice, but the doctor said that the risk of using it is that there is a possibility or disease transfer from the dead person. although they have done tests for the common diseases before the take the tendon, there maybe a risk. doc said that it's very rare that this will happen. and i definately hope for the best, but even 1% is still a possibility.

i see him try so hard to prove himself in the army, and he forces himself to participate in every excersie possible to show that he's not like those "chao keng" type. and those running and army stuff he does makes his knee condition worse. but his officers dont understand shit. they just think he's faking it sometimes, and it makes him upset. stupid army. i'm the one who is more affected by this then him, and i dunno why. i guess he's just the happy go lucky kind. or maybe he's just keeping it inside.

on a happier note, i've decided to go take up dancing lessons! haha...when i have the means to, i will. was watching So You Think You Can Dance? and i think it's so cool. especially tango and waltz. i'll probably dance it at my wedding. haha. i'll have a dance floor where everyone can dance, not clubbing style though. i'll have jazz music. maybe get a jazz band to perform :))))

right now i have to study really hard. heard from nisa that i got 62 for my ITFD test. not too happy bout it though. really expected much more. i guess i have to really study much more. i'll start mugging for my feb papers right now. want to make this last semester a good one. really need it to pull up my GPA if i wanna go to uni.

i just wanna request that you help pray for ken. his operation is on the 19th of december, hope it goes smoothly :)

spread my wings at[10:05 PM]

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

finally

hello people. i know i said that i'll try to blog once a month at least, but it's been really crazy.

got this really cool part time job, all thanks to nat, and it's really good money. some of you might already know what it is, but i dun wanna say cos i dun want people going down when i'm working to laugh at me.

celebrated my birthday 3 days ago. 1 day before the actaul day. and i had fun. lots of fun. addy mark ken and jethro were there with the ladies and my sis. really wanna shout out a special thanks to sam and esther for planning the whole thing. (((:

went to ken's place to celebrate his brother's and cuz's birthday on my birthday. so it was kinda fun having all 3 at the same time. just that it was a bit kiddish cos the 2 birthday boys were only 3 and 4 years old. and i'm like 19 years old. haha. ken got me the prettiest sunflower and a huge stick of sugary churros, which i couldnt finish. oh yes, and he also got me the coolest phone anyone could ever wish for. i got a new number now, it's published on my msn, so you can update your phone book.

anyways, yesterday was the last day of IVP. i'm so proud of the girls. we won 1st again. 2 times in a row, last year and this year. although i didnt get to play, as much i would have wanted to, it was a happy moment when huiwen won the deciding match against the NP captain. so proud of everyone! so i brought home a gold medal last night....

the guys played really well too. something terrible happened during zixuan's match, but i guess health is more important then a game, although he really wanted to finish his game coach wouldnt put his life at risk. it was a scary moment for all of us. and the ambulance had to be called in. they took him to the hospital after that for a thorough check up to make sure everything was alright.

i woke up really angry this morning. someone just kept calling the house number and it rang non-stop. like about 5 calls, when i got so irritated and decided to pick up the 6th call. the person didnt answer my "hello" and i knew it was a stupid prank call. he started calling from 830am! so early in the morning just to piss me off. i kinda decided what i would do if he called again. so on the 7th call i left the phone engaged so that he wouldnt be able to call back. i knew it wouldnt have been any important call cos if it were then the person would have called my handphone.

ken's out on a field camp and he wont be able to contact me until next weekend. it's kind of a good thing cos i can concentrate on my studies as it's the test week...but not so great cos i keep thinking bout him, which is a problem when i'm trying to study.

if only i have the universal remote controller from Click and i'll get this whole week over and done with.

spread my wings at[2:13 PM]

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