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Friday, June 08, 2007

my dream man.

i think i'm going crazy. i fell in love with the man in my dreams and i cant stop thinking about him. haha. i do not know anyone who looks like him, and i'm almost forgetting how he looks like now. in my dream he was this tan sweaty army guy who just came back from war and he wore a white singlet and as we were going up the escaltor at bukit batok mrt he kissed me. haha. i kinda guessed that it had something to do with war cos in my dream there were tons of sweaty army men at the mrt station hugging their women. and i really have no idea why of all places it had to be at bukit batok mrt. i think it's a sign that i'm either in desperate need of love or i'm really going crazy from being too lonely. haha.

i stayed home from work today cos i couldnt wake up or rather i didnt want to wake up. i needed a day to sleep in and wake up at whatever time i liked cos for the past few weeks i have been going out early in the morning every day even on weekends. did laundry the whole morning and i think i've become 80 without even realizing it. was squating in the toilet scrubing my white jacket and shorts, cos there wasnt a stool for me to sit on, and when i stood up there was this intense pain in my back. took me a while to recover and now i'm still aching. hope squashing later would make it all better. i sort of realised that i havent had anything to eat or drink since morning so i had some biscuits and water. there wasnt much food left in the house cos i havent been doing grocery shopping for a long time. working really makes me not wanna do anything but sit at home and have a good rest by watching tv and surfing the net.

will have to go to the bank later to get a new bank book. the one that i have now is almost full, think i have too many tansactions cos i use alot of nets to pay for my stuff. haha. and that's how my money just vanishes into thin air. will be going down for sqaush and marcus yq huiwen will be there. not sure who else but i get to play with marcus!! think he'll want to run at the track again. haha.

spread my wings at[2:29 PM]

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