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Monday, February 18, 2008

illegal blogging

Running away has always been my way of solving issues that I cannot handle. This time is different, and I have to learn to grow up and face consequences of my own decisions and choices that I have made. I can only put up a front and be strong whether I have to go through it alone or not.

Valentine’s Day was lovely. I got a bouquet of pretty purple tulips from my darling, he claimed that he put in a lot of effort to get those flowers for me but he wouldn't tell me the process. I did attempt to cook the whole Vday meal on my own but he wanted to have his dinner ASAP, so he made me stand in front of the pan to watch the steak while he prepared everything else, I wasn't very happy about it cos he always complained that I never do anything for him and when I can finally get my chance to do something for him, he has to take it away from me. The dinner didn't turn out a disaster, but the steak was a little too salty cos I put too much soya sauce for seasoning. We had to throw away some of the left over food cos we over estimated our appetite.

Finally got to meet up with Esther on Friday with ken, we went to watch Mark play at ballymoons and we left for home around 1am. Surprisingly I didn't feel tired and only fell asleep at 500. Went to the gym at Bukit Gombak on sat morning with ken, had a hard time getting up at 1000 cos ken wanted to have macs breakfast, felt like my soul was literally pulled out from my body when I got out of bed. Decided to try somewhere nearer cos the past few times we went to the gym at CCK Stadium. The gym at Bukit Gombak stadium looked exactly the same as the one at CCK and we can walk back to ken’s from the gym. It’s going to be a weekly thing from now on 

Celebrated Veron’s 21st yesterday at Carinhill CC. There were tons of ppl at her party. Only a few MG girls were there. Wanyi, Meiling, Weiting, Christy, Nat, Chris, Esther and I. The food was good. The few of us went to have coffee at this outdoor restaurant outside Wisma after leaving the party. Left at 2345 for home and only slept at 130. Was really tired this morning and I slept on the company bus…still feeling tired though. Ken had to look at my sian face while having his breakfast. Think I spoilt his mood for the whole day. Haha.

I’m doing this illegally again.

Toodles… :)

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